Sunday, February 21, 2010
Hi Baby, You always smiled when I said that to you..I truly miss you so much already. I am holding back the tears as I am writing this message to you..They say that crying cleanses the sole....right about now I am on the rinse cycle. Thank you for all of your smiles you gave me, and for the smiles that I was able to give in return..In my lifetime I was only able to love four people unconditionally. My mother, my father, my aunt chippie, and you. Im trying to find an answer why?. The only thing I can come up with is that the angels in heaven needed an upgrade, so God sent YOU!!! You were life, you were laughter, but most of all you were LOVE in the truest most honest sense of the work. You lived life to its fullest, you always had a kind word, you never complained even in the worst of your battle, you still asked me how was I doing.. You fought the good fight like a Gladiator and you hung on to the life that you loved so much to your last breath. You made your mom so proud, you friends, your relatives, strangers, and me,.. How do I repay you for the most wonderful hugs in the world. You lived life like an art form. Like an artist draws on a canvas. The picture of life that you drew, made a Piccasso look like fingerpainting...We all learned from you..I am now left with a void that needs to be filled. I have decided to fill that void with your image in my mind your smiles and your laughter...because you ARE Life, you are LAUGHTER, but most of all, YOU ARE LOve. I thank God for the time we had together, I was truly blessed. You made me a stronger person, thank you , I am sooooo proud of you. You are still alive in my heart and I will pass it on going forward. Thank YOU And My God keep you safe... LOve always, Chris
